universes and metophores

I'm bored of this planet
As much as I'm devastated by it.
peeling back the static
Delivered via lack of wit.
I need to be here
Its vaguely understood.
Amongst the fear
And the tragically no-good.
But it takes unwilling dedication
to keep myself on track.
Years of condemnation
While lies replace facts.
Get me out of here
for a mere un-mistaken visit,
stimulate my hemesphere
And remind me why I did it.
I just want to go home
Earth is dark and lonely.
Beyond the path we're shown
lies the truth that will always save me.

I've forgotten how to ask for help,
But I'm okay, I'm fine.
I can't find a plausible way out,
But I left the demon behind.
My insides are a colossal soup,
But honestly i couldn't be better.
Layered shit like a chicken coop,
But my what lovely weather.
I guess I'd ask for help maybe
if I knew where to start.
but times they are'a changing,
And I predict a change of heart.

kosmic lessons

You stole everything from me
I'm taking it all back
I lived your morbid hypocrisy
and never got the nack
nobody kept me safe
Because you violated my soul
Threw me to the flames
and buried me in coal
But the past is the past
and that's where you're staying
you say the years went so fast?
Not from where I'm standing
the devil fell pregnant again
And cursed the blissful stars
I tried fo help your heart mend
But you took it all too far
What you did to me lingers
In every relationship I make
So you can take those demonic fingers
And imbed them in your face.

Im okay on my own
I carry my home
Wherever my heart goes
with all my fingers and toes

You hurry your feet
Rinse and repeat
Half waiting to retreat
half waiting for me

Just enough effort
to convince me you want it
But never an excess of it
To settle my conscious

Didn't plan on caring
I can't stop staring
You're closed, I'm bearing
Sometimes its far too scary

But I have no choice
my eyes are my voice
I like girls, I like boys
Different mess, same noise