nobody worth blaming.

Holding onto my stomach,
with both hands and a wall.
Guess Ive gotta stop running,
If I refuse to fall.
But where do I go,
When my insides escape?
Another chance blown,
When you promised I was safe.
I want to love,
but always at arms length.
Did it to myself,
Again and again and again.
where's my bright light?
Where are my wings?
Another lonely night,
Despite the company.